Its all one me 3

He said depart for I never knew you,I pleaded with him asking what it is that I had not done ,for I even heard has voice many times telling me what to do,but he stood there telling me he never spoke to me ,for I was too proud to even hear his voice,I was too focused on myself that I never even once paused to ask if he really is the one telling me to do all this things Tears came rolling down my eyes, they threw me in the fire,I screamed for the pain was too much,the dying and resurrecting to pain over and over again within those splinting seconds felt like eternity,I cried and begged him,I pleaded for mercy for the pain was too much I cried from there,saying Father its all on me I know,all that pride,boasting,self righteousness,disobedience, it all brought me here,but please give me a second chance, let me go back and rectify my mistakes,I learnt my lesson But again he just stood there and told me there is no mercy at the gates of death,there is no point of return from there, the consequences are for life Regret filled my heart for my acts led me to an eternity of pain,agony,garnishing of teeth ,only if I had repented before dying my destiny could have changed But it was all too late now,my fate was decided