Its all on me

Advice's have never been things I took to heart or even listened to I told myself I had it all under control,I knew what I was doing and my heart can never lead me astray Oh if only I knew how I was destroying myself,how I was digging the grave for myself I told myself I was heading the right way and there was no doubt about it Oh and you would think because I was born again or that I was the pastors daughter maybe along the way the teachings of my father or the pastors would make me change my ways But no the pride in me grew ,for I told myself that I was right with God I mean I gave offerings and tithes every service,I even volunteered to help the needy and destitute I found myself more righteous than anyone,even more than the prophets and pastors For I had told myself as long as I am praised for my good works then it means God loves me more than everyone My pride went on top of roofs when I started giving to the homeless and spent time with the sick which earned me a name 'the modern day mother teressa' Oh that made me see myself in heaven already because I was the only good person,I was the most perfect of all times But little did I know that he never knew me not even my name or existence