It's actually happening

And it's actually 1 week away And I'm actually sad And I may actually cry And although I don't actually need a kiss I actually want a kiss But I think it'll actually never happen And Chris was actually right I actually screwed up my only shot And I'm actually pretending I'm cool But I am actually devastated Because you don't actually know That I actually feel this way And I actually don't think I should actually tell you Because it actually won't achieve anything But I actually.... Whatever