It's 4 AM

It's 4:00 AM here My eyes are glistening with tears The thought of you is bringing back old memories I'm fantasizing about you, about us How we'll look good together The feeling that we're not together right now Are making the floodgate open You know how to do that somehow The only man I ever cried for For each of my emotions You open its door I asked my mother, "If you want to fantasize about a man, don't marry me?" In response, she said, "Yes" But I can't marry another If my mind and heart are already set To be with you While you're already in my heart 8 years apart Since we last met Your physique changed a lot But so did mine Change isn't only for you It's for me as well Writing about you helps But knowing it won't help me get back to you, my heart yelps Yelps your name Reminiscing that old game We used to play Yes that includes catch and run and Ludo too Every passing day feels like torture without you Irritated and bored Like my life has no purpose Although that's something I suppose