it never came back

I loved you cause the feeling when I was with you felt like something that I hardly feel anywhere else it felt like... freedom belonging peace ∞∞∞∞∞∞∞ two sentences later ∞∞∞∞∞∞ 'til the feeling suddenly disappeared cause you locked me out you trew the feeling on the ground where it still lies now bent in many places some of them broken incurable now I hate you now I don't remember how that felt: home and I still don't know it cause it never came back