It May Not

it may not have been rape but it was just as terrifying it may not have been that long but it wouldn't stop it may not have been that tight but I couldn't breathe in his grasp it may not have looked real but the PTSD says otherwise it may not have made sense but those nightmares nearly killed me it may not have made sense but i carved a knife into my skin just so i wouldn't think I was crazy it may not be new information to society but I was only 12 looking for a way out