it isn't your fault.

Stop trying to change your past, for you had not controlled it. You blame yourself knowing that it isnt your fault. Whether you think its about how you looked, or how you dressed. How you spoke, or how you impressed. Whether it was a different topic, and you felt destroyed. Maybe it was just you feeling annoyed. Or maybe, you were just being, you. You're more than what they claim you to be, for they have not endured the pain you yearn to leave. Your past has taught you morals to your story, that yet has a journey to take in, for you cannot choose your glory.