It is dark but there is light

It is a deep black hole but I see a dim light of control I do not know how I got here But it gave me a bit of a fear I changed day in and day out Living all of a sudden with a doubt I don't feel anry or sad I just know it is bad Every emotion,every pain Is a feeling I can't explain I miss,cry and feel numb Feeling like a failure to my mum But in every dark, comes a light and Jesus is mine I am done feeling sad From this day on,I will only be glad God is my light in the darkness and He gives me calmness He is truly my saviour and my friend and that bond will never reach an end