It hurts.

We may have started our talking stage, but it still hurts knowing you have liked someone that deep. Your 7 years liking someone is scaring me. Yes, I love you, and yes, I know you love me, but when you talk about her, Meimei is her name? the years you shared with her, the days you SHARED WITH HER? it stabbed me so deep inside, hurting me inside where no one can see. But shes much closer to you, while im here, watching you through online distance, where my heart is slowly shattering into pieces, bit by bit. Am I not enough for you? Is my love too far, to fill the space she once had, or is it just too late, to heal a heart so torn apart?