it hard to let go

it's hard to let go of what's once was I desire to go back how he used to be the way we look at she ever the way we touch the other it's hard to let go every part of me says to stay but another part of me should let go my heart is divided down the middle try to make sense of what's going on it's hard for me to let go I want to stay I have this feeling that you don't want to stay I have this feeling that you are really mentally checked out and it's no more that I can do a song that says keep fighting keep fighting for something says to me to stay away I'm just trying to make sense of everything that's going on right now with us I'm just trying to figure out what to do I have a heart that's divided into it's hard to let go I just don't know what to do .