It ends with a Lie

It started with a smile It ended with a lie How long will I keep doing this What will it take to stop it Wait I mean stop me It starts with a thought It ends with me wanting to be sought It's easier to pretend Pretend it doesn't matter Pretend you don't exist I mean I am not your first And this isn't Sofia the first We a have that innate need That needs to feed The error isn't in the want it's I'm the need It start with a smile It ends with a lie