it clings

I feel a deep stream running within, its thicker than water but still feels so thin, I feel as if my hearts chasing something, something that's been stacked away, something I never let out to play, its my love, the way I cling, the way it sings, I get carried away, away as if I'm floating in a river but when it comes down to it your touch gives me the shiver, I want to be with you all day and night, I want to spend our days under the suns light, always together, never separate, but that's the part I stached away, I had to resist it, for I feel like I'm doing to much, showing to much attention, I have to slow myself down and seal that part away, only to let it show on the happiest of days, but no matter how much I love you, and no matter how much you mean to me, I feel like if I'm clingy, you will leave so allow me to stached away my debt, so I can be ready for whatever lies ahead, but now its time to lie in bed, and think about loving you with everything I have left- goodnight my love