Is this what love looks like?

I was drunk for days but you didn't even notice. I was sad and depressed for months but you barely noticed. I was unsure about what exactly love should look like. I was going down the pit but you were no where to be found. You noticed the bills were due tho. You noticed I wasn't giving enough attention to your new look. You noticed you needed a new Brazilian hair tho. You noticed everything you needed and expected me to provide.