Is That Too Much

I want to kill myself  Is that too much I want to hurt myself  Is that too much    I want to be alone  Is that too much  I want to leave  Is that too much  I want to be nothing  Is that too much  I want to be so high I black out  Is that too much  I want to go out with a bang Is that too much  I know it’s too much  For you But it's not enough  For me