IS LOVE ONLY BEAUTIFUL?

Happiness for me has been something daily You've brought me joy, they shouldn't blame me Those days I thought I could always run to you Aware of the distance, yet always loved you How can I run to you now when I don't know where you've disappeared Keeping my hope high that soon you'll reappear It's almost 12 hours no hi no hello Thinking of what wrong I did, me the poor fellow Messages read, missed calls seen, pain expressed yet, no mercy shown I'm deeply hurt, won't we only reap that which we've sown?😭 If you'll pity me and just tell me you're fine I'll really appreciate, even if I can't call you mine