IS IT REALLY BLACK AND WHITE?

Woke up another day from a haze felt like i was in a maze tried to go on my day saw a picture i took from a while more of a ghost it was crystal waves hitting the shore the sky is a sea of blues looked back to another picture from a while way older then yesterday all i saw was the sky so bright and blue yet and still , i fell on my knees that day seeing all black and white was that really a true self i see? a wave is black another is white hitting tha shore of a sea tried to get up from the haze i was still trapped in tha maze is it truly black and white? , my eyes couldn't believe or the blue I've seen was never in a sight to vive is is truly black and white? or maybe it's all a vivid dream.