is it love?

someone asked me today 'do you still love him?' i told her 'no' because i don't want it to seem like you what you do or say has any affect on me. what i really wanted to say was... i don't know is it love if i wait all day for you to answer? is it love if my heart skips a beat even if i haven't seen you for months? is it love if i can't decide upon my feelings for you? is it love if i've questioned everything since i've known you? is it love if all we do is continue to hurt eachother, yet somehow always come back wanting more? is it love if every single thing is keeping us from being together? is it love if i crave your words and company instead of your body? is it love? is it love that i feel for you? is it love if i can't get over you? no matter how much i try, no matter how i feel for someone else, i never unfall for you? is it love? is it love if we're basically impossible? is it love if we both lie because we know there's no consequence? is it love?