Irreversible choice

"The world is damned, so am I Exhausted I lay, tomorrow is the end!" You say with that dead expression. I've always wanted to be better, But not like this, not in this way, You have cut ties with what's true; It's sad to know your mind drifted away. And why? Purely because of yourself, You refuse to look at your reflection, Life's beauty is beyond your imagination; Why can you not just live and excel? This is a decision you cannot reverse Do you even understand that verse? Your mind is your self-appointed curse; So make it your blessing in this universe.