Invisible

As if looking through a dusty window I tried to cross your soul Turn it inside out and find out what's hiding But your rottenness of spirit covers any in-depth view of you Your kindness is invisible Any sign of love is pure act Call you at the Oscars with bad character For me it was already a non-reciprocal effort To donate so you can throw away Of surrendering and falling off the cliff In this absurd confidence that I acquired Where did I get lost? The man of my dreams A guy who made me feel safe But in reality I was running into danger Illusion of protection in large proportion