invisible

Sometimes it feels like I am invisible and this feeling is since I've been little. My friends, if I can even call them that, are so distant from me. I feel like I am just there, like I just exist. And that makes me wonder sometimes, would I even be missed? This feeling makes me miserable. Am I a person that can be liked by others? I think my friends are better of without me, and I guess all of them would agree. So why even bother to stay here, nobody would even shed a tear. If I really am lovable, make me feel like I'm loved.