Invisible

I'm invisible to my narcissistic/toxic family members. I'm invisible to society. I'm invisible to this world. I AM INVISIBLE! People don't see me for me. No one understands me and no accepts me. I'm always being abandoned, betrayed and overlooked on purpose. I AM INVISIBLE! Nobody knows the sleepless nights I've had and still have. They don't know about all the painful tears I cried. If I were gone they will not even notice. I AM INVISIBLE! I'm in the world, but I'm not OF the world. Yes being an outcast hurts and being persecuted for not being like the world hurts as well. God created me to be set apart. Not to fit in and be worldly. I AM INVISIBLE! I speak up for what's right and I get mocked. I call out the abuse and dysfunctions in my family but they get mad and call me crazy. No one truly cares about me nor love me. I AM INVISIBLE! I've been struggling with people pleasing since I was a child. It's time I stop and it's time I start saying "no." Why do I keep trying to get approval from people who already showed me their true colors? I AM INVISIBLE! No one can see that I'm drowning.