intimicacy

"everbody does it its not that deep" how is saying "I love you" somehow harder for you to do than to be the closest 2 will ever get how are you more scared to express than to have sex how can you casually do such a sacred dance your own body tells you that you must stay its a bond chained to eachothers ankles but you picked the lock didnt you maybe one day you will feel this guilt crushing you maybe im the weird one but i dont even want my body to be seen by someone i wont be with my entire life