Internal struggles of a teenag

Tried to live in your fantasies But kept losing myself in the bottomless sea. Was a silent learner,a good friend and a perfect child, Only to realize I've changed into someone even I don't recognize All the silent struggles keep piling up together, wishing for me to get rid of it altogether Even though, I'm still not ready to face my problems head on, But life must keep going on . Now I'm sitting all alone, eating my toblerone Planning my next steps, for the future that lies not too far ahead