insomnia wonders

3:00 a.m. wonders Tightness in my chest Unable to comprehend Anxiety at the max Insomniac Unable to slumber Tick tock on the clock What to do from here? Up down all around The mind you see is up and down How about I come around I plea so silently To who indeed That is Allah the Almighty 3:00 a.m. fun Not knowing what to do Mindful of the situation Despair will come Hope will disappear As the clock goes on Nearly 4:00 am Wanting to slumber Unable to do so Insomniac  Critical to the max Hoping to hit the pillow Hoping to hold onto sanity I can upon the Lord indeed To save me from myself The bad deeds, surely reap  Mania bursting at brim Unable to comprehend Why must I be this way? Hoping for this chaos to end Insomnia here it comes Mind deprived of sanity Surely the insaniac Full of insomnia Can strive to do better To Hope, to overcome despair Ponders that will never end So we shall depend Upon the Lord indeed Shall save me from my insanity Truly is this what is needed within this despair Truly let's climb the stairs Holding on to hope Wanting something more Insomnia wanting more Ponders and wonders ever more