Insomnia

I'm tired..... Body in the city but my mind in the woods like DEER LIFE trauma hanging from my neck for dear life. i wrote a letter like dear life, why am I still here.. I'm tired Just breathe... Just breathe... I'm tired of proving self I'm tired of helping who don't wanna be helped tired of my emotions getting shelfed because I'm the strong one that excuses my hell? dammit I'm tired.... I'm tired..... Feel like I'm holding on for dear life with this dear life I pray for the strength of tomorrow but tonight, I'm tired..... leave me alone.