insecure

I cant stand how I look. I feel like im not pretty. nor look like my sister. I could never look at myself in the mirror. because it disgust me. why do people still call me pretty? when I look like this.. I can't stand how I look. I want to be perfect. nd pretty. be happy about how I look. I wish I was confident. I wish I liked how the way I look. I wish I was pretty as my sister. but it would never happened. because my life is ruined by now. I don't like myself anymore.. I disgust my own self.