Insane Dimensions

I swear My soul helpers are telling me... He's right there in that black car! I swear My soul brothers are telling me... not to think of it! Be for real💀 I tell myself that I'm in a dimensional situation and this level of depth has me insane...😏💭 We don't even get along... He hates me on the low... He calls me a lier... He says I cheated... I tell myself..... remember the first time we had sex!?! he said like a secret.... it's called we keeping on the low like we sneaking!! Why would he follow me or wait outside my house... I'm not his life or his type wife!! so.. no communication and there's no commitment so when we soul tied up in lust and stardust I had to leave... before he thought I believed what we was doing is gonna last... so a letter to myself "Forget about the past" No love just break all ties... he ain't really no man... that we agreed on and both understand that season is over... someone else wants forever and he can't be real.... someone can say they love you See's you for you.... knows you kreep kreeping but when he gets out... he'll tell you leave the past in the past. Real love like this can last.... he's not in that black car sincerely, Lust and stardust ✨