Insane

This cannot leave my mind, my inner thoughts. Nails in my mouth. Glue in my ears. Metal beams welded together. Kept my mind on nothing but you. When I am away, my mind is lost on you. When I am near, close, needing to be closer. Without you I am not me, you have taken a peice of me with you. I feel it. The gap. Even if you would ask me I don't want it back. I may never be close enough. Your eyes, ears, hair,  and head even your neck. I study everytime you don't catch me staring. I feel an electrical cable has no competition against our connection. Our bond could punch a hole threw a brick wall. I don't think for a second about losing you. I trust that I have not found you. Nor was I looking for you. Then the only explanation is, Instead the universe has given me a gift from heaven and named it you.