INNER TURMOIL

The compass spins, a frantic, dizzy dance, No North, no south, no steady, guiding glance, They say "Everything happens for a reason", but I'm still waiting for the "REASON", Like, hope it's all worth it cause I'm losing it. You know that feeling when you can't stay happy for long cause in a twinkle of an eye ...BOOM 💥 it's all gone and you're back to reality. Back to the fact that no matter how hard you try, you can't be good enough, even when you claim to be tough, then suddenly, all the patches starts getting rough. Back to the realization that "it's just me, myself and I", "nobody really send you for here oo" nobody really cares... ...ohh they witness the smiles and the laughter, yet remain oblivious to the tears. You move obliquely to take a glance at yourself on the mirror as your inner child stares, The roller coaster of emotions flows in; confused, bewildered, mystified as you stand amidst those stairs. The edge feels sharp, a drop into the void, where "what if's" echoes, carefully deployed. Perhaps this step, though trembling and unsure, Will lead to a ground where strength can still endure. _PROMISE...