inner child

Every so often I want to hide I find my inner child and say hold on, little one I am here for you listening to all your cries trying to heal you, peice by peice as I try my best to forgive you as I wasn't that reliable fighting my demons forgetting they started with you please hear me out you are safe there is love all around you your not gonna fade please bring me back to that time that was simple even for a few minutes that would be enough a message to my inner child "always leave the light on so I can find you even in the darkest times when I lose myself when the spark inside has died I need you to light it up bring me back to life but all I see is darkness and as I walk on even more darkness I have no light left no spark it burned out and I don't know if it is coming back but I know one day i'll find you it might take time but when I find your light will you relight me?"