inland cyclone

I experiment. Experience confusion, doubt. Responses without sanity, verdicts without reasoning. My body is composed of chaos; a whirlwind of intense emotions that cloud my mind and flood my soul. My heart begins to explode, small pieces of glass shatter as they fall, and my chest burns with pain. My skull bursts from the pressure unable to withstand such a cyclone, powerless. My body falls defeated, exhausted from fighting for order and peace among my vital organs. My vitality explodes silently, my struggle ends. Victory or defeat?