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4 years ago I had everything I had friends People i cared about Everything I don’t know the exact word Which define Anxiety or depression It’s feels weird right now Because i know these word I know their definition I know these word as a feelings Why? Why i feel comfort to be lonely or depressed Why i can't tolerate people around me Whom i cared about Like 4 years ago I was... Maybe it’s enough for me To described that Iam not the same person anymore which i was I did terrible things and they are haunting me Traumatizing me. I have no word to described it anymore.. Just want to shut it down.. That's all