In Your Own Mind

why is the world the way it is I don't know it can't be explained My life is like a problem after a problem In My life fears come and make it hard to live Pain is like feeling empty like wanting to lose control wanting to let everything go to say screw it all forget it to just want to die to have a past feelings come back and back again like imagine being In a room so dark so alone it's just you and that red door no escape no window just you and that door no light no people no life it almost feels as your dying begging and begging for a way out but no one is there to save you but can you save yourself