in the end...

funny to think while im sitting here saying, "he wasn't a waste of my time, I learned a lesson from him. I learned what could be comfortable but what I didn't want." he's likely sitting there saying I ruined his life took things from him but it was him taking things from himself. he was holding himself back, not working spending any money that came in I wasn't his downfall but he treated me like I was I may have brought him to his knees, making him realize things holding him responsible for his actions but I never left him on his own I always had his back, even when it hurt me. yet he couldn't do the same I let myself go in order to keep him around I was content, at least for the moment and he resented me. he held things against me he kept score so he could be the only one to win and that's not a game worth playing not for me.