In the end

I went to the cafeteria To chat with new people Laughed harder Spoke louder But in the end I didn’t feel good enough I thought that it was the mistake to be with them I just wanted to be socialized In the end i like silent It fell awkward When u chat with them or be with them It doesn't feel good, doesn’t feel humble. STRANGE! I just wanted to make friends But in the end the awkwardness hold me back Felt like nobody wanted u to be there But u went there To Talked with them To shared ur feelings But didn’t feel alright Didn’t give u the enjoyment like the other had It's felt silence Maybe i need to embrace loneliness Because in the end We loved to be lonely and silent. If u be alone U have no fear to be judged U have no fear Of embarrassment All u have Is You. Only You.