In my Quest

In my quest for happiness I've searched my soul How am i supposed to get that when I'm not even whole? Almost like i made a deal with the devil and he's come to collect A promise is a debt and he's not one to forget In my quest for light I've dimed the little i had left My soul darkened, my world in total eclipse Getting used to this darkness, at first i felt sadness but as the day goes by, there's a glimpse of happiness Getting used to this darkness, at first it felt like wilderness but as the day goes by, it's blooms flowers, it's becoming paradise