in my past

Meaningless Sex One night stands acting like a rock star A dumbass, reckless With no plans Blinded by Conformity No actual feelings no regrets just used these things to mask my mental Suffering But soon that Shit hit the fan Smacked me In the face hell yeah I straddled the fence Between God &Satan Angels & Demons Heaven and Hell This is me telling the truth With no absolute excuses Just another mindless zombie Now coming clean Seeing the light Exposing everything that was unclean Blurring the vision with distortion and self destruction ready to come crashing down But now I'm waking up from this massive hangover Caused by myself Not by others Sobering up before the end of the world Armageddon comes knocking at the door Time to pick up the pieces Settle the Score