in love im a gonner

for a minute i felt pain in my chest the pain I promise to never feel again but I'm fine I didn't cry this time but what I did doesn't suit me at all sometimes I wonder why do nice people just don't be happy why there always in pain . and why they don't get the things they like it no Questions answer I know but whatever person I've become swear to God that ain't me life change me to the point where I find peace in deception in lies in someone else's violence i am at peace with how people treat me cause I don't just retailite the way people treat me only reflect who they are and I can retailite I just know that no one deserves pain and if there is someone who do then all of us deserves it pain changed me for the worse and trust me ain't failing in love with no such soul who brings nothing but violence if love don't find me so be it