In Every Possible Universe

Baby, I want you to be happy. I want your smile to be real, your trust to be unshaken. I’ve been a fool, blind to the way my choices cut you. But if you let me, I’ll wrap you in my arms, whisper “Sorry… forgive me,” and hear you say, “I forgave you. I love you.” I want to grow with you, learn with you, find you in every possible universe, and join you there always. I know I’ve disappointed you. I swear I will not again. Not once. Not ever. I want to cry, I want to collapse, because hurting you was carving a wound into my own heart and you are my heart. The love I feel for you is unrefinable, beyond every word. Even infinity itself is nothing compared to the sea I’m drowning in for you, baby.