In Another World

Your world is not mine My world is different  My world doesn't include you  My world doesn't value anything My world doesn't recognize the real and not My world wants to kill me Everything is distorted  heavy  fuzzy dreamy  and dark  Nothing makes sense anymore  Nothing means anything anymore  Nothing is my world  my world isn't mine  I'm not me  Nothing makes sense  and I can't see  My world had ripped  any hope and replaced it with fear and I don't belong here.  Distant  avoidant  lazy  thats how everyone sees me complain, complain, complain  but never do anything  if she doesn't help get me out, I'm going to go crazy  My world is confusing  My world is lonely  My world is uncomfortable and revolting but theres nothing I can do for it to stop  no help  no escape  just there  trapped in this sickening place  Waiting  Waiting  Waiting  For something  But what? I hate this place.