in a good spot.

I've been in spots. When I just knew love was nonexistent. It had to be the biggest lie ever told. I've been in spots where it was overflowing like a giant waterfalls. With a mist that covers all. I know I've been blessed. To have loved more than one woman intensely and knew for a time she loved me too. Even though we parted. The amazing memories do make my hours alone happy times. I'm in a good spot. Because I learned a secret. Love starts with loving one's self. it's something I always knew. It's a fact I hide from myself. it's sorta like losing my car keys, smartphone and favorite hat. Sometimes it's what keeps life exciting and mysterious. So hopefully i want get bored being in a good spot. knowing good in well. I really will.