"in a clear path, it's you that becomes the obstacle"

too used to being in hardships, that i forgot what it meant to become free... no jail keeping me imprisoned, yet i still feel the shackles even though it's already gone... i have no enemies yet i still feel like i am losing... perhaps fighting a mind that refuses to settle.... thinking through endless negative ways... creating scars on myself that didn't exist in the first place... being scared of something that isn't even there... caring too much about things that didn't happen... perhaps you never really became free... just more peaceful...