imperfection

in a moment of imperfection stressed with obligation facing impending transition I snapped I asked for help you gave none you pushed back question my request made me feel incompetent made me feel guilty made me feel unreasonable i just needed help I just needed understanding I just needed a partner your reaction hurts more than your rejection you drove away without communication no listening all alone deep hurt seeps into my core I'm sorry sorry for my imperfection sorry for my confrontation and sorry for my partner selection