I'm trying so hard

I'm trying so hard to make you happy I'm trying so hard to be a better daughter I'm trying so hard to be a better sister I'm trying so hard to be perfect I'm trying so hard not to quit I'm trying so hard not to snap I'm trying so hard not to let go everyday I get closer and closer everyday I only think about others but you hate me, don't you? I know it's true. you wish I was gone. and I'm just trying so hard to hold on.