I'm trying

I'm trying not to but I can't every time u walk past me I wanna cry people just say I have drama but I say they have never experienced love I see u with her every day and every time some times I feel like ur doing it in front of me on purpose I try to ignore u but u are making it hard for me we promised that things will be back to normal when we break up but I dont see that happening cause u know that its going to hurt u u say dating her is a phase of moving on I say ur using her u don't look at her the way u used to look at while I'm talking or doing something cute u never kissed her yet u say u love her but who am I to judge ur silly relationship