I'm toxic?

you say I was the toxic one, as a whole we were both I'm emotionaly unavailable, you never asked why is it really my fault you never knew, "you didn't tell anyone??" yeah cus nobody ever asked I'm not trustworthy? shut the fuck up, I've trusted to many people. you being one of them now look you don't keep secrets, you tell your friends. people gossip. you know you make it worse for everyone and I'm the toxic one..?