I'm to blame

you became a part of me just because I need a shoulder to cry on, someone ,somehow to tell me that everything's going to work out just fine when the sun rises. someone to hold my hand just because at time I did feel lonely, and you did. somehow you manage to bring me back to life and for that I misunderstood that to be love . I'm to blame. I knew you before my life and you were here after my reborn. staring me the same way the only difference is that I've fallen but you didn't catch me. I'm to blame for all the hurting, the wounds that I've almost reopen. when I didn't even trust you before why would I now? why did I think that you can change and become the better version of yourself. but as the saying goes no tiger can change it sport. I'm to blame for the problems that we've faced I mean from the beginning I was supposed to know my place, and there was lines I wasn't supposed to cross. now I gotta fix it all because you can never force someone to feel just only because you're fallen . life with never retreat but it will teach you lessons you will never forget.