I'm tired

I'm tired of crying my self to sleep I'm tired of telling my self that I'm strong, well I'm not I'm tired of inspiring my self with false fact I'm tired of screaming all alone in a locked, room I'm tired of waking up every day look at, myself in mirror tell my self I'm brave well, I'm not I'm tired of of telling my self that I have forgiven and forgotten well I not I'm tired I'm tired