I'm tired!

I'm tired! not the type that's comes from 9AM-5PM jobs, that would have been better I'm mentally drained and finding it hard to put my life in order sometimes i feel I'm living this life wrong, the fake version like i missed my path somewhere probably when i took a detour, a diversion. will i ever figure it out? Will it still make sense someday? these are the questions i ask myself every single day. I'm tired and it's becoming too obvious when people ask if I'm okay they just make things worse.