I'm tired

Lately, I have been getting tired of everything. it feels like a big weight is on my shoulder. And it feels like I'm not even here mentally. I feel like vines with markers are all over my body, stabbing me one by one, just ruining my life more and more every single day, just tormenting me all of my life. I can wait to get rid of all of this. I just can't wait till the day i die and be forgotten. There's no more I can say. It's taking over my body day by day , year by year. I just can't take it anymore. im tired!!!